Why Do I Love You?

I hate myself for loving you. All it's ever caused is pain. I look back and I figure, It all would have been better, If I'd have never even met you. All my tears bottled up, Are building up and spilling over My perfectly made up eyes turning red. Eyeliner running, Mascars smearing, Tears are falling on the page Smearing my letter to you, Telling you how I feel. All I ever wanted, Was to feel your warmth around me. Your strong arms holding me tight Afraid to let me go. To know you feel The same way I feel about you. But I guess some girls never get Their happy ending. Their fairy tale prince. No one's coming to save me from my sorrow. You will never realize how much I love you. Copyright Rachel 2008 Why Do I Love You? black, love, poems, sad, white, why